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שם: קפה ועוגה
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תחום: סיפורת
תת תחום: סיפורת מקור
מק״ט: 011193758

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    <h3>הפעם, לא נתחיל בפגמים</h3>

    <p dir="rtl"><span class="regular"><span class="regular">אני</span> <span class="regular">רוצה</span> <span class="regular">לספר</span> <span class="regular">על</span> <span class="regular">הגוף</span> <span class="regular">שלי</span> <span class="regular">ואני</span> <span class="regular">לא</span> <span class="regular">יודעת</span> <span class="regular">היכן</span> <span class="regular">להתחיל</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">להתחיל</span> <span class="regular">בפגמים</span> <span class="regular">יהיה</span> <span class="regular">שקוף</span> <span class="regular">מדי</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">שיפוטי</span> <span class="regular">מדי</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">להתחיל</span> <span class="regular">בנשיות</span> <span class="regular">יהיה</span> <span class="regular">גם</span> <span class="regular">יותר</span> <span class="regular">מדי</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">אולי</span> <span class="regular">אתחיל</span> <span class="regular">באצבעות</span> <span class="regular">הידיים</span> <span class="regular">הארוכות</span> <span class="regular">שלי</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">היום</span> <span class="regular">אבא</span> <span class="regular">שלי</span> <span class="regular">סיפר</span> <span class="regular">לי</span> <span class="regular">שבמכון</span> <span class="regular">הכושר</span> <span class="regular">הוא</span> <span class="regular">ראה</span> <span class="regular">סדרה</span> <span class="regular">על</span> <span class="regular">שודדי</span> <span class="regular">קברי</span> <span class="regular">הפרעונים</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">ואני</span> <span class="regular">רציתי</span> <span class="regular">שכבר</span> <span class="regular">יפסיק</span> <span class="regular">לדבר</span> <span class="regular">על</span> <span class="regular">משהו</span> <span class="regular">כל</span> <span class="regular">כך</span> <span class="regular">רחוק</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">כל</span> <span class="regular">כך</span> <span class="regular">מקצועי</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">והוא</span> <span class="regular">מסביר</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">ס</span><span class="regular">'</span><span class="regular">תומרת</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">ס</span><span class="regular">'</span><span class="regular">תומרת</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">ואני</span> <span class="regular">רק</span> <span class="regular">רוצה</span> <span class="regular">שנחזור</span> <span class="regular">לדבר</span> <span class="regular">על</span> <span class="regular">דברים</span> <span class="regular">שקרובים</span> <span class="regular">לנו</span><span class="regular">:</span> <span class="regular">הקרובים</span> <span class="regular">שלנו</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">הבתים</span> <span class="regular">הקודמים</span> <span class="regular">שלנו</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">החתונה</span> <span class="regular">של</span> <span class="regular">ההורים</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">איך</span> <span class="regular">אבא</span> <span class="regular">היה</span> <span class="regular">כשהיה</span> <span class="regular">צעיר</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">על</span> <span class="regular">דברים</span> <span class="regular">שהם</span> <span class="regular">אנחנו</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">אבל</span> <span class="regular">הוא</span> <span class="regular">סיפר</span> <span class="regular">על</span> <span class="regular">פאנל</span> <span class="regular">המומחים</span> <span class="regular">שישב</span> <span class="regular">שם</span><span class="regular">:</span> <span class="regular">מהנדסת</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">וארכיאולוגית</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">ואגיפטולוג</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">וקרימינולוג</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">ובלש</span> <span class="regular">פרטי</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">ואני</span> <span class="regular">רק</span> <span class="regular">חשבתי</span> <span class="regular">איזה</span> <span class="regular">כיף</span> <span class="regular">לאנשים</span> <span class="regular">האלה</span> <span class="regular">שיש</span> <span class="regular">להם</span> <span class="regular">מקצוע</span> <span class="regular">ברור</span> <span class="regular">שהם</span> <span class="regular">יכולים</span> <span class="regular">לשבת</span> <span class="regular">בו</span> <span class="regular">לפאנל</span><span class="regular">!</span> <span class="regular">אולי</span> <span class="regular">בהחלט</span> <span class="regular">הגיע</span> <span class="regular">הזמן</span> <span class="regular">להסבה</span> <span class="regular">מקצועית</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">אולי</span> <span class="regular">הגיע</span> <span class="regular">הזמן</span> <span class="regular">להפוך</span> <span class="regular">את</span> <span class="regular">חוסר</span> <span class="regular">המיקוד</span> <span class="regular">שלי</span> <span class="regular">לנושא</span> <span class="regular">בפני</span> <span class="regular">עצמו</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">לחקור</span> <span class="regular">אותו</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">לבדוק</span> <span class="regular">מאיפה</span> <span class="regular">הוא</span> <span class="regular">מגיע</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">להבין</span> <span class="regular">למה</span> <span class="regular">אני</span> <span class="regular">לא</span> <span class="regular">יכולה</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regularbold">לא</span> <span class="regularbold">מסוגלת</span> <span class="regular">להיות</span> <span class="regular">בת</span> <span class="regular">סמכא</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">למה</span> <span class="regular">אני</span> <span class="regular">לא</span> <span class="regular">מסוגלת</span> <span class="regular">ללמוד</span> <span class="regular">משהו</span> <span class="regular">ולהנחיל</span> <span class="regular">אותו</span> <span class="regular">הלאה</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">איך</span> <span class="regular">אצליח</span> <span class="regular">להיות</span> <span class="regular">אמא</span><span class="regular">?</span> <span class="regular">אני</span> <span class="regular">אומרת</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">זה</span> <span class="regular">בטח</span> <span class="regular">יהיה</span> <span class="regular">בסדר</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">לא</span> <span class="regular">כי</span> <span class="regular">אמהו</span><span class="regular">ּ</span><span class="regular">ת</span> <span class="regular">באה</span> <span class="regular">בקלות</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">אלא</span> <span class="regular">כי</span> <span class="regular">בטח</span> <span class="regular">אמצא</span> <span class="regular">את</span> <span class="regular">המקומות</span> <span class="regular">של</span> <span class="regular">להיות</span> <span class="regular">מדריכה</span> <span class="regular">ומכילה</span> <span class="regular">ומלמדת</span> <span class="regular">וגם</span> <span class="regular">סתם</span> <span class="regular">אני</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">אישה</span> <span class="regular">צעירה</span> <span class="regular">עם</span> <span class="regular">מתנה</span> <span class="regular">של</span> <span class="regular">רגישות</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">אני</span> <span class="regular">צריכה</span> <span class="regular">להחמיא</span> <span class="regular">לאצבעות</span> <span class="regular">שלי</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">איך</span> <span class="regular">הן</span> <span class="regular">ארוכות</span> <span class="regular">ועדינות</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">כף</span> <span class="regular">היד</span> <span class="regular">שלי</span> <span class="regular">נראית</span> <span class="regular">כמו</span> <span class="regular">עכביש</span> <span class="regular">לפעמים</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">וזה</span> <span class="regular">נהדר</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">למדתי</span> <span class="regular">על</span> <span class="regular">עכבישים</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">שהם</span> <span class="regular">הגנו</span> <span class="regular">על</span> <span class="regular">דוד</span> <span class="regular">כשהסתתר</span> <span class="regular">במערה</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">ומאז</span> <span class="regular">אני</span> <span class="regular">מאוד</span> <span class="regular">מכבדת</span> <span class="regular">אותם</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">ומשם</span> <span class="regular">למרפקים</span> <span class="regular">הנוטים</span> <span class="regular">להתייבש</span> <span class="regular">ולשקע</span> <span class="regular">שבין</span> <span class="regular">הכתפיים</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">שהוא</span> <span class="regular">אחד</span> <span class="regular">המקומות</span> <span class="regular">האהובים</span> <span class="regular">עלי</span> <span class="regular">בגוף</span> <span class="regular">שלי</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">והבטן</span> <span class="regular">עם</span> <span class="regular">פלומת</span> <span class="regular">השיער</span> <span class="regular">הבלונדיני</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">והחזה</span> <span class="regular">היפה</span> <span class="regular">כל</span> <span class="regular">כך</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">חזה</span> <span class="regular">שאף</span> <span class="regular">אחד</span> <span class="regular">לא</span> <span class="regular">נתן</span> <span class="regular">לי</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">אבל</span> <span class="regular">הרבה</span> <span class="regular">פעמים</span> <span class="regular">אני</span> <span class="regular">חושבת</span> <span class="regular">שהוא</span> <span class="regular">מושלם</span><span class="regular">.</span></span></p>

    <p dir="rtl"><span class="regular"><span class="regular">אמי</span> <span class="regular">ואני</span> <span class="regular">מתקלחות</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">אני</span> <span class="regular">בת</span> <span class="regular">כמה</span> <span class="regular">חודשים</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">מונחת</span> <span class="regular">על</span> <span class="regular">בטנה</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">שתינו</span> <span class="regular">ערומות</span> <span class="regular">באמבטיה</span> <span class="regular">גדולה</span> <span class="regular">ונהדרת</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">שיש</span> <span class="regular">בה</span> <span class="regular">מו</span><span class="regular">ֹ</span><span class="regular">נעי</span> <span class="regular">החלקה</span> <span class="regular">בצורה</span> <span class="regular">של</span> <span class="regular">כפות</span> <span class="regular">רגליים</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">זה</span> <span class="regular">כל</span> <span class="regular">כך</span> <span class="regular">סבנטיז</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">הגוף</span> <span class="regular">שלנו</span> <span class="regular">מושלם</span> <span class="regular">באי</span> <span class="regular">מושלמותו</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">ועם</span> <span class="regular">זאת</span><span class="regular">:</span> <span class="regular">לא</span> <span class="regular">פצוע</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">לא</span> <span class="regular">שבור</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">לא</span> <span class="regular">מלוכלך</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">אני</span> <span class="regular">מתגעגעת</span> <span class="regular">לאמא</span> <span class="regular">בגוף</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">ומבחינתי</span> <span class="regular">ששרון</span> <span class="regular">תאמר</span> <span class="regular">עד</span> <span class="regular">מחר</span> <span class="regular">שזה</span> <span class="regular">פאסה</span> <span class="regular">כל</span> <span class="regular">ההתעסקות</span> <span class="regular">הזאת</span> <span class="regular">באמא</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">ס</span><span class="regular">ִ</span><span class="regular">י</span> <span class="regular">א</span><span class="regular">ִ</span><span class="regular">יף</span> <span class="regular">א</span><span class="regular">ַ</span><span class="regular">יי</span> <span class="regular">ק</span><span class="regular">ֵ</span><span class="regular">ר</span><span class="regular">.</span> <span class="regular">הגוף</span> <span class="regular">שלי</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">על</span> <span class="regular">פצעיו</span> <span class="regular">הקלים</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">לא</span> <span class="regular">סטיגמטות</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">רק</span> <span class="regular">פציעות</span> <span class="regular">מעשי</span> <span class="regular">ידַי</span><span class="regular">,</span> <span class="regular">מספר</span><span class="regular">:</span> <span class="regular">אני</span> <span class="regular">מתגעגעת</span><span class="regular">.</span></span></p>
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